How Drug Addiction Can Blind You
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Meet Jeanette, a resilient woman who overcame years of substance abuse, including struggles with alcohol, opiates, and Xanax, all while maintaining a high-powered job. Her story reveals the stark contrast between a polished exterior and the chaos within.
Jeanette shares her journey, from an idyllic childhood in Brooklyn to her descent into addiction, including life-threatening overdoses and withdrawal-induced seizures. Despite hitting rock bottom, she courageously found recovery through meetings, a support network, and an unwavering connection to her higher power. Today, Jeanette celebrates nearly five years of sobriety, a life filled with peace, gratitude, and love.
Listeners will gain valuable insights into the realities of addiction and recovery. Jeanette’s story is a testament to the power of resilience, gratitude, and support, offering hope to those battling addiction and their loved ones.
Growing Up
Jeanette grew up in a loving family in Brooklyn, New York, the youngest of three siblings. Her parents' enduring 52-year marriage was a cornerstone of stability in her life. “I had an awesome upbringing,” she recalls, reflecting on her athleticism, strong grades, and parental support. Yet, she admits, “I wish I had a traumatic story to explain my addiction, but I didn’t.”
First Time Engaging in Behavioral Addiction
At 12 years old, Jeanette filled her water bottle with vodka during a bike ride with friends. “It was fun and innocent,” she thought. But even at such a young age, the seeds of addiction were planted. High school saw her experimenting with acid and alcohol, often to blackout. “I can’t wait to do that again,” she said after her first blackout—an ominous sign of what lay ahead.
Active Addiction
From casual experimentation, Jeanette’s addiction evolved. College brought her daily weed use and eventually cocaine. “I was writing papers high and convincing myself it helped,” she recalls. By her mid-20s, she was juggling Percocet, Xanax, and cocaine, while holding down high-pressure corporate jobs. “I thought I had it under control, but I was nodding off at my desk.” A seizure at work was her body’s cry for help.
Hitting Bottom
A series of overdoses and a harrowing grand mal seizure in 2016 became the tipping point. “I woke up in the hospital, knowing I was going to die if I didn’t change,” she says. Confronted by her mother’s pleas and the grim reality of withdrawal, Jeanette took her first steps toward recovery.
Getting Help
Jeanette entered recovery by attending her first Narcotics Anonymous meeting, guided by a close family friend. “The love and support from old-timers swept me off my feet,” she shares. Early recovery was tough, especially during the isolation of COVID-19, but she found solace in virtual and rogue in-person meetings. “God gives you what you can handle,” became her mantra.
What Things Look Life Today
Now nearing five years of sobriety, Jeanette’s life has transformed. She’s engaged to her supportive fiancé, thriving in a career, and cherishes her relationship with her higher power. “Life is beyond my wildest dreams,” she says. Jeanette’s story is proof that recovery, no matter how messy or delayed, is always possible.
FAQs
What is addiction recovery like in early stages?
It’s challenging but life-changing, requiring honesty, support, and patience.
Can you recover without rehab?
Yes, many find success through 12-step programs, support groups, and therapy.
What role does a higher power play in recovery?
For many, it provides strength, guidance, and a sense of purpose.
How does relapse affect recovery?
Relapse can be a humbling experience that strengthens resolve to stay sober.
What keeps people motivated in long-term sobriety?
Gratitude, support networks, and a focus on the joys of a sober life.
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