All Episodes of Crosstalk Podcasts
This Is What Addiction Really Feels Like | CJ
I spent years helping others while secretly destroying myself
What If the People Around Us Shape Addiction More Than the Substance?
“I Lived With Two Alcoholics During COVID — This Is How I Stayed Sober”| Cory M.
Rock Bottom to Recovery: A Sobriety Journey That Could Save Your Life
Rock Bottom to Recovery: A Sobriety Journey That Could Save Your Life
“I Felt Like I Would Die If I Didn’t Binge”| Eating Disorder Recovery Story
Food Was My Drug | Eating Disorder Recovery Story
Alcohol Took It All.. The Job, The Car, The Apartment… and Almost His Family
"My Dad Told Me Not to Come Home Unless I Got Sober"
Rethinking Life, Obedience, and Divine Guidance
The Day Everything Changed: Mike’s Story of Addiction, Loss, and the Long Road Back
The Day Everything Changed: Mike’s Story of Addiction, Loss, and the Long Road Back
The Day Everything Changed: Mike’s Story of Addiction, Loss, and the Long Road Back
Rethinking Mental Health, Trauma, and What We Call “Disorders”
Adaptive Survival: When "Disorders" Are Actually Coping Skills | Dr. Jeff Ball
Feeling vs. Fleeing: Reclaiming a Childhood Lost to Addiction | Jenna G.
A powerful recovery story exploring disordered eating, codependence, and learning to let go of control. This blog reveals how honesty, boundaries, and self-awareness lead to lasting healing.
A Sick Mind Can’t Cure a Sick Mind | Dion & Adam
Two men share how identity struggles, addiction, surrender, and connection led them to lasting recovery. A powerful story of hope, mentorship, and healing.
Marrying the WRONG Person & Finding the RIGHT Life | Wendy B.
A powerful story of alcohol addiction, codependence, and recovery—exploring how asking for help, setting boundaries, and staying the course can change everything.
SECRECY to SOBRIETY: Breaking the Stigma of Addiction | April G.
A powerful story of high-functioning alcoholism, denial, collapse, and rebirth — showing how recovery at 61 transformed April’s life, her relationships, and her future. A raw, honest look at addiction, stigma, and hope.
Are You Tired of Your Own Story? | Richard & John
A raw and emotional journey through addiction, trauma, and generational healing — this episode reveals how two men rebuilt their lives from darkness to long-term recovery through honesty, introspection, and courage. A powerful story of hope, transformation, and rebuilding self-worth.
Can A HIGH-FUNCTIONING Addict Truly Be SUCCESSFUL? | Sean G.
A powerful story of high-functioning addiction, hidden anxiety, and the courageous journey toward sobriety. This blog explores substance use, recovery, and the hope available to anyone ready for change.
Is "Stopping" the Same as "Recovering"? | Faust R.
After decades of counseling addicts and families, psychologist Faust Ruggiero reveals why real recovery starts long after sobriety — when we face the hidden emotional undercurrents driving addiction.
Letting Go to Live Again: Natalie’s Journey from Darkness to Light | Natalie T.
Natalie’s story of blackouts, family trauma, and spiritual surrender shows how recovery is possible—even after years of relapsing. Her raw honesty and hard-won peace remind us that letting go is the key to freedom.
Purim, Vodka & Divorce: When Orthodox Judaism Couldn't Save Me | Andrew S.
From secret bottles to suicidal thoughts, Andrew’s story is a powerful look at high-functioning alcoholism, generational trauma, and the moment surrender became salvation.
From Stolen Childhood to Stolen Sobriety: Heidi’s 20-Year Addiction War | Heidi Z.
Heidi’s life reads like a thriller: adopted into a troubled family, she took her first drink at 7, nearly died from alcohol at 12, and spent decades chasing "normal" while hiding addiction. From faking moderation as a suburban mom to losing her children after driving them drunk, this episode exposes the lies addicts tell themselves and the moment she hit a bottom so low, only divine intervention could pull her out.
One Too Many, a Thousand Never Enough: Confessions of a Recovered Addict | Ernie D.
Ernie’s journey through addiction and recovery spans decades, from his early days as a bright kid in Queens to his struggles with pills, alcohol, and the illusion of "cool." In this raw and revealing episode of Crosstalk, he shares how he hit multiple rock bottoms, switched addictions, and finally found lasting sobriety. His story is a testament to the power of honesty, community, and the hard work of recovery.
Addiction Was the Smallest Part of My Problem | Tonie D.
Toni Dreyer grew up in chaos, the eldest of seven, surviving childhood molestation, abuse, and neglect. By her twenties, she was a mother of multiple children, homeless, addicted to crack, and caught in a cycle of trauma and survival.
But Toni's story didn’t end there. After prison and years of addiction, a chance meeting with a mental health worker changed her life. Today, she’s a counselor helping others get back on their feet, and reconnecting with the children she once lost.

